we justgot down in njp railway station..i was eagerly looking at the pictures stuck in on the walls of travel agency office...mighty kanchenzonga,yumthang valley..otha i felt puduvellai mazhai song effect from roja.We got onto a taxi to gangtok......fast forward....we started to baba mandir.....fast forward......stopped to take a piss....stop....K let me blog from here.....Wen i got down from the car i said "Otha thevidiyaa paya" after seein the view...view of jus nothin i mean nothin but clouds and sun..no himalayas..no army...nothin...It was lik a melody from illayaraja's composition.Several things ran thro my mind..That was the core of this stupid blog.

I was standing between the clouds and the sun.I thought i could take a walk on the clouds jus lik that.All the pain in my life vanished in thin air.I felt really happy for no reason.I could smile for no reason.All i wanted to do was jus do die immediately i was so mesmerised.I felt lik god.That time i forgive the flyin squad who gropped me in publi,i Forgive my sister who claimed tat i invited her for a fuck,i Forgive myself for being so selfcentered in life thinkin only abt me...i jus wanted to die tat very moment.

That instant i had a feelin in my mind.A very strong one.I had a hope that one day i wish i could believe in god.But wen i saw tat view i felt why god is being so selfish so tat he created this view in such a height of 15000 ft so tat no one can see and enjoy it.But nature laughed at me and said " otha inda height vanda thaanda paaka mudiyum clouds a?".

Hahaha...we need not listen to Shiv Kera for inspiration..Nature gives us inspiration for life..lessons needed for life..I realised tat without so much of effort and pain i couldn have reached sikkim..I order to see tat view i have to go by car...wat if i dont have a car..i should walk..I need to depend on my abilities to see tat view..Just bcos i don have a car it doesn mean tat i cant see it..i can..But the duration and the work i have to toil for it is wat matters..so wat????

Life s been a mystery and full of puzzles for us.We don know why things happen.Thats why we understand things in a simpler way..we call it as GOD..For a man who worships nature understads it,loves it the mysteries of life unfolds..Nature has simple answers for the questions which gautama budda,jesus prophet why even a common man tries to find answers...gautama budda toiled for years in meditation under bodhi tree for a simple state of bliss...a unrest in his mind took years to settle down..But i took me seconds jus a click in my hand i was in a state of bliss..i didn meditate,i didn think about my frustations in life,nothin...i was happy...plain happy...

Nature has the key...This simple view created a very small hope in me.That is my
Life is to live...atleast to see such beauties of nature..jus to feel the bliss.Atleast for a split second i am ready to die.

Of wat fools call god i call NATURE

we justgot down in njp railway station..i was eagerly looking at the pictures stuck in on the walls of travel agency office...mighty kanchenzonga,yumthang valley..otha i felt puduvellai mazhai song effect from roja.We got onto a taxi to gangtok......fast forward....we started to baba mandir.....fast forward......stopped to take a piss....stop....K let me blog from here.....Wen i got down from the car i said "Otha thevidiyaa paya" after seein the view...view of jus nothin i mean nothin but clouds and sun..no himalayas..no army...nothin...It was lik a melody from illayaraja's composition.Several things ran thro my mind..That was the core of this stupid blog.

I was standing between the clouds and the sun.I thought i could take a walk on the clouds jus lik that.All the pain in my life vanished in thin air.I felt really happy for no reason.I could smile for no reason.All i wanted to do was jus do die immediately i was so mesmerised.I felt lik god.That time i forgive the flyin squad who gropped me in publi,i Forgive my sister who claimed tat i invited her for a fuck,i Forgive myself for being so selfcentered in life thinkin only abt me...i jus wanted to die tat very moment.

That instant i had a feelin in my mind.A very strong one.I had a hope that one day i wish i could believe in god.But wen i saw tat view i felt why god is being so selfish so tat he created this view in such a height of 15000 ft so tat no one can see and enjoy it.But nature laughed at me and said " otha inda height vanda thaanda paaka mudiyum clouds a?".

Hahaha...we need not listen to Shiv Kera for inspiration..Nature gives us inspiration for life..lessons needed for life..I realised tat without so much of effort and pain i couldn have reached sikkim..I order to see tat view i have to go by car...wat if i dont have a car..i should walk..I need to depend on my abilities to see tat view..Just bcos i don have a car it doesn mean tat i cant see it..i can..But the duration and the work i have to toil for it is wat matters..so wat????

Life s been a mystery and full of puzzles for us.We don know why things happen.Thats why we understand things in a simpler way..we call it as GOD..For a man who worships nature understads it,loves it the mysteries of life unfolds..Nature has simple answers for the questions which gautama budda,jesus prophet why even a common man tries to find answers...gautama budda toiled for years in meditation under bodhi tree for a simple state of bliss...a unrest in his mind took years to settle down..But i took me seconds jus a click in my hand i was in a state of bliss..i didn meditate,i didn think about my frustations in life,nothin...i was happy...plain happy...

Nature has the key...This simple view created a very small hope in me.That is my
Life is to live...atleast to see such beauties of nature..jus to feel the bliss.Atleast for a split second i am ready to die.

Of wat fools call god i call NATURE